{"id":1814,"date":"2010-11-12T13:55:32","date_gmt":"2010-11-12T17:55:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kainatamektup.com\/?p=1814"},"modified":"2014-01-01T06:19:55","modified_gmt":"2014-01-01T10:19:55","slug":"kirk-2-bolum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kainatamektup.com\/index.php\/2010\/11\/kirk-2-bolum\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131rk – 2. B\u00f6l\u00fcm –"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>K\u00f6y yolunda en d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck viteste ilerlerken camlar\u0131 sonuna kadar indirdi. \u0130nsan\u0131n do\u011fa \u00f6zleminin kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bir yandan tabiat\u0131 do\u011fal ya\u015fam\u0131 \u00f6zl\u00fcyoruz bir yandan ondan kopmak istiyoruz. \u0130\u015fte insano\u011flunun garip \u00e7eli\u015fkilerinden biri daha.
\nK\u00f6ye giri\u015f yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yol \u00fczerinde may\u0131n gibi duran hayvan d\u0131\u015fk\u0131lar\u0131 aras\u0131nda direksiyonu sa\u011fa sola b\u00fckt\u00fc. K\u00f6y meydan\u0131n\u0131n uygun yerine arac\u0131n\u0131 park etti\u011finde herkes onu s\u00fcz\u00fcyordu. Tartan ve sorgulayan g\u00f6zler. \u015eehirde kimse kimseyi tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kaybolmak daha kolayd\u0131r. K\u00f6ye yabanc\u0131 geldi\u011finde herkes bilir. Tabii ki k\u00f6y kendine yabanc\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131\u015fsa, hala bir mahallesi varsa, yi\u011fit delikanl\u0131lar mavi k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tutuyorsa, gen\u00e7 k\u0131zlar a\u015fk \u00e7e\u015fmeleri ba\u015f\u0131nda hala y\u00fczleri k\u0131zararak edeple su dolduruyorsa, bekareti bozulmam\u0131\u015f a\u015fklar g\u00f6n\u00fclleri i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e yak\u0131yorsa… Tan\u0131nmak m\u0131 tan\u0131nmamak m\u0131? \u015eehir mi, k\u00f6y m\u00fc?<\/p>\n

K\u00f6y meydan\u0131na bakan \u00fc\u00e7 kahvehaneden bah\u00e7esinin ortas\u0131nda ulu \u00e7\u0131nar olan\u0131na selam vererek girdi. \u00c7\u0131nar\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki en k\u0131yaya kurulmu\u015f masaya oturdu. Kahvecinin ho\u015f geldiniz sesiyle kendine geldi. \u201cBir \u00e7ay.\u201d dedi. T\u00fcm k\u00f6y halk\u0131 \u015fehirli oldu\u011fu her halinden belli bu garip yabanc\u0131y\u0131 konu\u015fuyordu. Her birinin kafas\u0131ndan farkl\u0131 bir \u00f6zellik ge\u00e7iyordu; memur, gizli g\u00f6revli, yolcu, t\u00fcccar\u2026 Her k\u00f6yl\u00fc ona kendi kafas\u0131nda olu\u015fmu\u015f farkl\u0131 bir rol bi\u00e7iyordu. Zaten hep \u00f6yle olmaz m\u0131, kasede ne varsa meydana o s\u0131zar. Muhtemelen kumar oynanan kahvede bu konu hakk\u0131nda bahis bile oynanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ka\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z bizi her yerde yakalar. \u015eehirde ne varsa k\u00f6y onun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck modelidir, k\u00f6ye ka\u00e7mak isteyenler sadece bir i\u00e7 avuntusu pe\u015findedirler. \u0130nsan her yerde ayn\u0131 insan. Be\u015f metre kuma\u015ftan bir elbise \u00e7\u0131kar. Tabii ki en do\u011frusunu terziler bilir.
\nB\u0131kk\u0131n ve bitkin g\u00f6zlerle y\u00fcz y\u00fcze geldi. Bu y\u00fczleri \u015fehirden hat\u0131rl\u0131yordu. Peki mutlulu\u011fun beldesi nerede?<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yerle\u015fimlerin dedikodusu t\u00fcm sinelere tesir eder. \u00c7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumlarken k\u00f6y ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, \u015fehirlilerin bir ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri ya\u015fant\u0131y\u0131. Bir hafta sonra k\u00f6y\u00fcn bitkin ve b\u0131kk\u0131n y\u00fczlerine kat\u0131lmamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Ey insan kendinden ka\u00e7amazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ezan sesi y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131narl\u0131 kahvenin t\u00fcm\u00fc, akasyal\u0131 kahvenin yar\u0131s\u0131, mu\u015fmulal\u0131 kahvenin hi\u00e7biri ayakland\u0131. \u00c7\u0131nar\u0131 tercih etmekle do\u011fru karar verdi\u011fini anlad\u0131. \u00c7\u0131nar hep bir r\u00fcyan\u0131n merkezinde vakar\u0131 y\u00fckseltmede.
\nHerkesin akl\u0131ndaki soruyu k\u00f6y\u00fcn delisi sordu: \u201cKimsin?\u201d \u201cSade bir yolcuyum.\u201d dedi. Ve deli h\u0131zl\u0131ca uzakla\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6nce k\u0131yafetinden sonra arabas\u0131ndan kurtulmal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6y\u00fcn meras\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erken, koyunlar\u0131 ve \u00e7oban\u0131 fark etti. \u00c7obana sordu: \u201cKa\u00e7 koyunun var?\u201d \u00c7oban derinden k\u0131sa ve net cevap verdi: \u201cK\u0131rk.\u201d K\u00f6y kahvesindeki \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n g\u00f6vdesinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc takvim yapra\u011f\u0131 akl\u0131na geldi. Bug\u00fcn k\u0131rk\u0131nc\u0131 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. Hala bir r\u00fcyan\u0131n devam\u0131nda m\u0131y\u0131z? Takvim yapraklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n g\u00f6vdesinden mi kopar\u0131yoruz? \u201cAban\u0131 ve koyunlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fu araba kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fir misin?\u201d dedi\u011finde \u00e7oban \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cK\u0131rk koyun \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz liradan on iki bin lira yapar.\u201d diyen \u00e7obana \u00f6nce kravat\u0131n\u0131 sonra ceketini ve en son araban\u0131n anahtar\u0131n\u0131 teslim etti. Takasta kim karl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131?<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k k\u0131rk koyunu, \u00fc\u00e7 k\u00f6pe\u011fi, bir abas\u0131 vard\u0131. Unutmadan \u00e7oban e\u015fe\u011fini de hediye etmi\u015fti. Arac\u0131n bagaj\u0131nda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yol \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fe\u011fin s\u0131rt\u0131na y\u00fckledi\u011finde g\u00fcn ak\u015fama yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp deli diye yakalamadan buradan uzakla\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n tanr\u0131lar\u0131na tapm\u0131yorsan\u0131z her zaman deli olabilirsiniz. Anayol kenar\u0131ndaki bo\u015fluktan koyunlar\u0131yla ilerlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnlere dair t\u00fcm hayallerin izleri silmi\u015fti. Yeniden ba\u015flamak i\u00e7in silmek \u015fart m\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u0130lk p\u0131nar ba\u015f\u0131na ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hava kararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Koyunlar\u0131n\u0131 sulad\u0131 ve hayrat\u0131 yapana te\u015fekk\u00fcr etti. \u00d6yle i\u00e7ten te\u015fekk\u00fcr etti ki gaipten bir sesin te\u015fekk\u00fcr\u00fc kabul etti\u011fini anlad\u0131. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan kalma bir \u015feyler bilse de \u00e7obanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yabanc\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 \u00e7oban k\u00f6pe\u011fi i\u015fi ondan daha iyi biliyorlard\u0131. K\u00f6pekler koyunlar\u0131 sulay\u0131p uygun bir yerde gece i\u00e7in istirahate zorluyorlard\u0131. K\u00f6peklerin ak\u0131ll\u0131 hareketi \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, i\u00e7inden mahlukat g\u00f6revini yap\u0131yor bize de bozmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcmek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor dedi. Yol \u00e7antas\u0131 bir seyyah\u0131n ihtiyac\u0131 olan her \u015feyi i\u00e7inde bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131yordu. Arac\u0131n arkas\u0131nda b\u00f6yle bir \u00e7anta her daim g\u00f6reve haz\u0131r beklerdi, ge\u00e7mi\u015f tecr\u00fcbelerle doldurulmu\u015f her an haz\u0131r bekleyen bir \u00e7anta. Bu ne ilk ne de son yolculuk say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131; fakat t\u00fcm yolculuklar\u0131ndan farkl\u0131 oldu\u011fu da kesindi. Son yolculuk i\u00e7in \u00e7antam\u0131z haz\u0131r m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Gecenin \u00fcrpertici sessizli\u011fi, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n insan\u0131 korkutan densizli\u011fi, en acayip sesleri ba\u011fr\u0131nda tutan tabiat, h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131l\u0131 konu\u015fan a\u011fa\u00e7lar… \u015eehirde insanlar birbirinden korkar, tabiat\u0131n ortas\u0131nda insanlar birbirinin yoklu\u011fundan korkar. \u201cYaln\u0131z yolculuk yapmamal\u0131s\u0131n.\u201d dedi. Bu ses p\u0131nar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan geliyordu. Kurdu\u011fu \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ukura ate\u015fi yakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Demlik kaynaya dursun, o sese do\u011fru hamle yapt\u0131. Yaln\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel y\u00fcz\u00fc, en tatl\u0131 sesi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. Edepli ses tonu ile: Yol arkada\u015f\u0131 bulamad\u0131m dedi. Piri faninin \u201cYan\u0131l\u0131yorsun, yeterince aramad\u0131n.\u201d c\u00fcmlesi kulaklar\u0131na sert bir dalga gibi ula\u015ft\u0131, yivli mermi misali y\u00fcre\u011fini par\u00e7alad\u0131 ge\u00e7ti.Yeterince aramak; fakat nas\u0131l?<\/p>\n

*kurtuba dergisi’nin 6.say\u0131s\u0131nda yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.
\n*sanal alemde sayha dergide yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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